Sorry for stating this repeatedly. But... Doing a PhD is definitely a tough one. If it's not difficult, there will be lots of people continuing their studies up to this level.
Atau.. Mungkin aku bodoh. Bodoh untuk meneruskan pengajian bertaraf PhD. Aduh. Sedih pulak mengaku diri bodoh. Selama ni selalu sebut perkataan bodoh randomly. But now, seems like I can understand what Bodoh really is. The more I read, the more I can feel that I'm the bodoh-est person in the world. Astaghfirullah...
Menggigil aku tulis entry ni dalam kesejukan hujan Autumn. Sambil tunggu bus pulak tu. Seems legit!
Atau mungkin aku menggigil mengenangkan nasib diri yang sudah jatuh gaung, tercari-cari jalan keluar yang aku sendiri tak pasti di mana.
To those who happen to read this entry, satu je aku pinta. Tolong jangan underestimate those yang ada PhD. Bukan sebab title Dr. Tapi for them to reach the Doctorate standard is something that you have to be proud of.
Jangan sebut "Ala buat research kaji kanak-kanak je. Bukan susah mana pon." Hey! Even kaji benda bukan hidup pon boleh buat kau separuh hidup. Ini kan pula kaji benda yang hidup. If you get what I mean.
Kesimpulannya, buat PhD memang susah. Susah namamp! At least.. My 2 cent.
To those yang dah berjaya mempunyai PhD, kalian memang hebat. Hebat dan sangat dikagumi... Oleh aku.
To those who are still in the midst of choosing to further in PhD or not, think twice. Or at least 10 times. Sorry if you feel disheartened by this entry. But this is my humble point of view. PhD is difficult. Trust me!
Yang Jujur,
aj-the-mommy
