My PhD Booster?

Hello readers!

Yes I know I have blog readers. Doesn't matter you are a silent or a noise reader, I'm pretty sure that my blog got readers. At least ONE, the Husband he is. Hohoho!

The rest of it, I don't really mind of how many followers and readers I have. Duit nuffnang pon, I don't even care sebab I have my monthly salary to be earned every month. Maka, ada aku kisah dengan duit nuffnang? Kalau ada, alhamdulillah. Kalau tiada, login error. EH?!

Baiklah. My weekend was awesome! I had a great weekend with the Husband and Baby.
And guess what?! Damia has a passport already andddddd we went to Universal Studio Singapore on last weekend. Wuhooooo. (Untung kau Nak T_T)

Pixxas will be uploading soon. They are still having their rest inside the DSLR. Tunggu kau wahai gambaran. Nanti aku godam, akan aku celarukan segala kepingan. Tunggu!

P/s:
Bought the planner. Cekonon for my PhD notes. Maka, WF setuju saja. #pandaipancingsuamiwalhallllllokbye

AJ's Master Graduation Day

Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih Tuhan. This is priceless! ;')


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Get Well Soon Husband!

Sekarang aku berada di HUKM Specialist Centre. Aku, suami dan anak bermalam di sini malam tadi. Bilik sejuk ya ampun. Sebab air cond dia centralized. Tapi si Damia boleh leeeeekkk je nak satu kaki keluar, satu kaki dalam selimut kan. Bajet dewasa ke hah Anak? Jadi baby lama sikit pleaseee! :p

Btw, WF dah masuk OT. He will undergo an operation for his para gigi bongsu. 4 batang akan dicabut. WF akan dikenakan sedut gas bagi pengsan. Aku takut lah tengok WF takut. Sebab aku sendiri tak pernah masuk OT. WF pon sama. Jadi macam-macam aku pikir. WF apetah lagi. Sure lagi banyak dia pikir. Hmmm...

Aku sedih lah. Sebab aku tak dapat teman WF sampai OT. Sebab kesian kat Damia. Aku boleh je nak terbaring terlentang kat kerusi menunggu. But again, kesian kat Damia. She's too little too face all this.

Tomorrow will be my Master Graduation Day. Aku harap sangat-sangat miracle will occur. I mean, aku hope WF mengalami speedy recovery. Kesian la kalau he attends my convo day dengan sakit-sakit. Kalau camtu, aku pon takkan izinkan WF datang. Nanti memudaratkan. Kesian.

I'm speechless ni. Sebab aku baru bermimpikan agar esok dapat celebrate convo day 1st time dengan Suami dan Anak. Whatever it is, I hope everything goes well.

To husband dearie, may you have a speedy recovery. I'm not in your shoes but I can feel 'that'. Hope all is okay. InsyaAllah

Yang berharap,
aj-the-mommy

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I Have Changed. A Lot!

I have changed a lot. Not to say that I want to be like this. But I have to be like this. When I was not married yet, thought I won't change once I got married. But I was wrong. Time has spoken word by word.

Happened to read my old blog. Sometimes I have no idea where the hell all the ideas came out to crap crap and crap in that blog. I crapped a lot you know! Well, I still am but in different ways/subjects of course.

I started to write a blog when I was in my 2nd year in UM. Last time, I was hanging out with my friends until midnight and sometimes till the day after. Nama pon muda remaja kan. Hohoho. I blogged at night once I got back from outing. So whenever I got back from outing, I straight away sat in front of my lappy, and started to blog about what had happened during my day time. Even beli Tako Tao kat Mid Valley pon I blogged about it. So gelabah cuteee I KNOW! HAHAHA. Lempang skang!

And now, I am a Mommy. I have a baby and husband of course. So it's hard to be like what I was before. I think in terms of sensitivity, I have changed due to my hormone changes. Blame on it. Can't I?

Being a Mother, I have a feeling that no one can feel what I felt. Only a Mother feels it. Maaf kalau ada yang terasa but this is so true dear.

Lots to talk but I'm running out of words now. I was cried when I read my old blog. I do not know why I cried but I did! Maybe I miss being young LIKE KAU DAH TUA SANGAT AJ? HAHAHA PANG!!! Baiklah. Kalau cenggitu, forever 21 la eh. Eh sempat lagi?! Kukikuki.

 A week before getting a title of 'Puan Ajlaa Shazwani' =)

p/s:
bila nak update blog, aku akan sentiasa rasa guilty dengan diri sendiri sebab Research Proposal tak siap-siap lagi. Nak sambung PhD ke tanak ni AJ woiiii DUSHHH!



I am,
aj-the-mommy

Rambut Oh Rambut!

Aku mengalamai masalah rambut gugur tahap dahsyat mitak pelempang sekarang ni. Orang kata, itu normal for breastfeeding mother. Tapi kalau dah tiap kali bangun pagi rambut berterabur mitak di vacum hari-hari, normal kah itu? Dah rupa paranormal aku tengok. Aduh pedih hati ku.

Lebih memedihkan hati bila secara tetiba AIKK ada jalur halus pada mulut Damia OHMAIGOD ITU RAMBUT MOMMY AAAAAAAAAAAA DANG!!! Sumpahs pedis hatis akussss aduusss. Lempang sekarang!

Masalah sebegini rupa terjadi pabila Damia sudah mula mencecah 3 bulan onwards. Ceh onwards la sangat kan. But seriously, Damia masuk 3 bulan je, haaa berjujuran rambutku jatuh ke lantai, karpet, katil, dan yang seangkatan dengan mereka.

Masa aku kat hospital teman Damia hari tu, lagi memilukan. Katil hospital kan bercadarkan putih suci dan bersih. Datang je rambut aku, tercemar katil terbabit secara serta-merta. Pasrah katil terbabit menerima tetamu berambut secara berlebihan lalu menyedekahkan sedikit pada katil terbabit. Malangnya katil terima tanpa rela secara suam-suam kuku. Sob Sob

Sometimes aku pernah menyuarakan hasrat hati aku kepada hati sendiri bahawasanya aku mahu potong botak! Ok juvana kauuu!! Nga Nga Ngaa. Tapi pastilah Sang Suami tidak mengizinkan. Nanti Sang Suami konfius, ini Isteri atau Errrr taknak sebut lah.

Maka, apa solution rambut gugur haaaa??!! Haaa jangan cadangkan Yun Nam Hair Care aku sepuk seseko nanti. Rambut aku lebat. Even dah gugur pon still lebat. Tapi walaupon lebat, aku tak sanggup bertoleransi dengan masalah keguguran rambut yang dahsyat ya ampun!

But I wonder, breastfeeding mommy yang lain mengalami nasib yang sama macam aku ke? Ke aku sorang je yang bakal mengikuti jejak Juvana haishh tak habis-habis kau AJ diam skang!!

Jadi, bagaimana kah cara mengatasai masalah keguguran rambut tersebut? Aku tak sanggup bagi anak aku makan rambut. Makan rambutan lebih enak bila tiba masanya lah bukan sekarang lah woiii.

Ok stop talking crap AJ!

Aku akan crappying bila aku stress. Tapi masalah rambut ni betul-betul men-stress-kan aku. Maka, bantu lah aku #mukakesianmitakpenampar


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aj-the-mommy

Setahun Sudah Berlalu Usia Perkahwinan AJ & WF

It took me awhile to update the joy of being a wife to my husband, mommy to my baby, and daughter to my parents. There were so many things happened lately. Yes too many things sampai I need to squeeze myself to get some me time.

The husband and I have been married for 1 year 1 week & 4 days. Siapa sangka kami masih bertahan sampai kini? A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity. The order varies for any given year InsyaAllah.

I still remember those days. It was lovely indeed.

Tatkala Tok Kadi mengesahkan kami menjadi Suami dan Isteri, air mata aku jatuh ke muka bumi dengan sangat deras malah diiringi dengan tangisan teresak-esak tersedu-sedan persis kahwin paksa lagaknya. Habis make up yang telah diconteng sejak 3 jam sebelumnya.

Namun kalau dah namanya jodoh, memang tidak akan ke mana. Kalau ular sawa telan kau sekalipon, dah namanya jodoh, pasti akan dimuntahkan semula oleh Sang Sawa terbabit. Itu namanya jodoh, bukan bodoh.


Who says life of marriage is easy? To those yang berkata sedemikian, aku salute secara kagum. Tapi aku yakin seratus peratus, mereka bohong! Haha sukati je kata orang bohong ;p But hey! Tidak akan ada rumah tangga yang tak diduga badai gelora. Walau tidak pernah berumah di tepi pantai sekalipon, namun angin pantai yang kencang, pasti dirasai juga. (woceh)

Living under one roof with your other half adalah indah tapi tidak mudah. You may want to say that there's nothing impossible to find a solution whenever problem has occurred. But have you ever thought that the problems prolly not causing by us but from other people. Sometimes I do admit that by being married, someone tends to be more matured.

I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person I want to annoy for the rest of my life. My husband, he is. But in my case, he annoyed me much rather than I annoyed him. Trust me! Sometimes I told myself, "Kenapa laaaa aku ada Suami macam ni haaaaa?" Hahahaha. I guess semua isteri pon pernah terkeluar ayat macam ni kan bila geram dengan Sang Suami kan kan kan? Jangan tipu! Hohohoh ;p

However, succes in marriage does not come merely through finding the right mate, but through being the right mate. Merujuk ayat cliche, Nobody's Perfect. Kau kaya dengan harta sekalipon, adakah kau yakin kau sempurna dalam kehidupan seharian? Kau miskin harta sekalipon, adakah kau yakin kau tidak sempurna dalam kehidupan mendatang? Maka, merujuk ayat cliche lagi, Bersabarlah Naaaakkkk =)

In my experience, I used to face one hard point in my life where we don't have enough money to buy this and that. When I was not married yet, I thought, by being married, my life  gonna be stable and so forth sebab dah combine salary dengan husband and all that. Tapi tidak bhaii. Lagi dah kahwin, lagi banyak tanggungjawab. Nak-nak bila dah ada anak. Sebab yes, commitment is the best excuse to give why dah combined salary pon still tak berapa nak mewah. Senang, yes. Mewah, no. Tapi setakat masalah kewangan, semua orang mengalami (kot) cuma in different ways I guess.

Tapi percaturan Tuhan siapa yang mampu duga kan. Benarlah kata pepatah, rezeki anak jangan dibuat main. Though (sometimes) we don't have enough money to lavish, tapi ada saja rezeki masuk for our little princess. Not to say kami pakai duit anak, but with those monies given by aunties and uncles, so ada la saving for her future kan. Alhamdulillah...

But more marriages might survive if the partners realized that sometimes the better comes after the worse. Alah bisa, tegal biasa, Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula WF & AJ. Tapi....... "Korang kalau bergaduh, macam nak kiamat dah dunia ni" petikan ayat from @deynahebat. Hahahaha. EH tak kelakar jangan gelak!!

We celebrated our 1st anniversary by having our dinner at Victoria Station. Just a simple celebration I can tell. Makan-makan, agah-agah dengan baby Damia, pastu bayar, pastu balik rumah, pastu tidooo. Simple kan? Haha =)

Our anniversary gift? The gift is definitely the little princess, Wan Damia Zahraa.

We celebrated the anniversary on Saturday and our daughter got admitted on Monday. Phew Phew Phewwww...  On this part, later I story okay.

But anyway, to those yang mengatakan ini adalah hadiah anniversary kami, "Anak Masuk Hospital", TYSM - Thank You So Much! At least, it was an unforgettable experienced for me and husband, at least we got to face the real 'Alam Keibubapaan'. No?

Sesungguhnya, kami adalah pasangan yang masih mentah mengharungi alam perkahwinan. Jadi jangan uji secara berlebihan, kelak binasa badan tuan hamba sekalian.


Loves... Tiara EH TETIBE PANG SKANG!


Loves,
aj-the-mommy

Wordless Wednesday #5

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