PhD Journey #8: Stress

I wonder. Ada ke orang sambung PhD tak stress? Am I the only one yang dealing dengan stress ni? Sometimes, of all small things pon aku boleh jadi stress. Ya. Of all small things can turn me to be a lion queen! I could eat a horse some more. Nak cakap aku exaggerate. Lan to the tak. Lantak!

To those yang berkobar-kobar nak sambung belajar sebab tengok aku sambung belajar sampai ke obesi, hentikanlaa. Ok negative vibes ni. Bukan apa. Aku tanak korang put the blame on me. Ini semua salah siapa? Salah AJ! Sebab AJ belajar obesi, kami pon nak ikut sekali. Puiii

Andai korang tahu how stressful I am dealing with every single thing which can contribute to stress thingy, mesti korang tobat tanak sambung belajar. 

No. Aku bukan menakutkan anyone. Just a simple reminder. Kalau rasa sukakan cabaran and WILLING TO COMMIT, sambung lah PhD. Best gila namamp!

Bukan title 'Dr' yang aku kejarkan. Hello excuse me. Hanya self-satisfaction. So don't be surprised kalau aku stop sambung belajar. I don't ask much. Just please. Do understand my situation. 

After all, aku dah ada master. 'Market' masih ada to demand on salary. Perempuan. Biasalah. Kalau nak compete in the male-dominated world, kena fight with education. Otherwise, ingat top management nak dengar cakap  kaum hawa yang cekononnya lemah ni? Oh please. No way man..

Oh ya. My research study is about Women's career advancement and barriers. Sebab tu aku membebel pasal male and female yadayadayadayada. 

Sesiapa yang sudi jadi respondents to be interviewed, please let me know. Ciri-ciri respondent, Women managers and above. Terima kasih daun keladi. Much appreciated.

Sekian. Semoga bertemu lailatul qadar to all Muslims. InsyaAllah.

Kini. Pakai yang ini dahulu.

Akan datang. Mungkin yang ini. 

Ah berangan. 

Baru cakap nak stop belajar tadi kan?

Maka, 

KEEP YOUR MOMENTUM UP, AJ! 

DO NOT GIVE UP!

JUST DON'T

NOT NOW

or NEVER

Please

Student yang stress,

aj-the-mommy