I Am AJ The Mommy

I Am AJ The Mommy

Friday, August 26, 2011

Monolog Hati AJ

We're on my way to my hometown now. At this hour AJ? Yup! It's 420am now. Hubs is driving the car. Damia is sleeping soundly in her car seat. And me? Hmm.. I'm sitting at the back and was thinking to sleep but naaaahhh. I feel like writing about something. Something that I have kept secretly it in my heart for quite some times.

Well, dah lama tak bermonolog di blog sendiri. Somehow, I missed my old blog. Like seriously. But hmm.. What past is past. I'm in reality now. Live your life, Woman!

Speaking about life, its hard to please everyone. Can someone please explain to me till what extent should we please other people? Do they care to please us? Do people mind to mind their own business rather than interfering ours? Hmmm.. Too subjective to tell, I guess.

As a normal human being, kadang-kadang aku penat. Aku penat nak jaga hati orang. Sedangkan hati aku sendiri tak berjaga. Kadang-kadang aku penat. Aku penat nak paham mentaliti orang lain. Sedangkan mentaliti masing-masing berbeda.

Aku akui, masuk kandang kambing, mengembek. Masuk kandang lembu, meng-moo. Tapi kalau masuk kandang harimau, haruslah mengaum. Takkan meng-meow. HAHAHAIP!

Kita cuba untuk paham orang lain. Tapi orang lain pernah kisah tak untuk cuba paham kita? Sometimes aku buntu. No one understands what I feel except Allah The Almighty.

Dulu aku laser. Setakat nak perli sedas dua, berdas-das aku bole bagi. Tapi kini? Nak bagi sedas pon aku timbang tara sejuta kali. Yes! Memang itu bagus. Perubahan positif. Tapi in the end yang makan hati? Sendiri jawab la Tuan Hati :)

Semoga Hari Raya 2011 memberikan kegembiraan instead of kesedihan dalam coretan hidup Mommy Damia. Looking forward to see the 1st day of raya. Hanya Tuhan tahu kenapa :)


Selamat bersahur, peeps!


Mommy Damia,
aj-the-mommy

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2 comments:

PutriesNoora said...

selamat hari raya AJ!=)

AJ The Mommy said...

Selamat hari raya to u too! :)